Volatility

Allie
17
South Florida, USA
Someday, I hope to eventually find mental, physical and spiritual health.

I’m going to get so fat sitting around and eating. I literally don’t have the energy to even get up and walk around my neighborhood though. I’m just so tired. :( I’m so scared of getting fatter.

It’s not that I’m not hungry or not craving food, I just feel so sick and nauseated that I dread eating. I hate mono. :(

My mom made me eat a yogurt (140). I’m just so fucking nauseated now.

fithealthylife4you: Do u think i had an eating disorder on the right picture or on the left? BOTH! It doesn’t mean you’re fat or thin. You can have a eating disorder in both situations. On the right picture i was thinking of eating 24/7, but i was thinking 24/7 about food on the left picture too. An eating disorder isn’t about how much you weigh, it’s about what’s happening in your head.

fithealthylife4you:

Do u think i had an eating disorder on the right picture or on the left?

BOTH!

It doesn’t mean you’re fat or thin. You can have a eating disorder in both situations. On the right picture i was thinking of eating 24/7, but i was thinking 24/7 about food on the left picture too. An eating disorder isn’t about how much you weigh, it’s about what’s happening in your head.

(via thehealthymind)

I’m pretty sure leaving the kitchen, having consumed 110 calories more than you meant to is a reason to kill yourself. I hate myself. So much. Here’s today’s intake.

1/2 apple (60)
1 serving cheese itz (150)
1 cup soup (50)
1 slice chocolate thingie (300!)
Total: 560

I’m going to sleep. I hate myself.

I’m so hungry. I’ve eaten 260 calories today and I’m just really hungry. But eating this late at night isn’t good and the thought of eating right now makes me anxious but I’m just really hungry. And I hate even typing the word hungry because it’s just like I’m already so fat how can I possibly be hungry?

Ugh. I want a spoonful of peanut butter. 2 tbsp is 190 calories. Ugh. I’m so fat.

I personally despise this GIF and other such messages. Actually, no it’s not a stupid question. There is such a thing as a “rest day” or being injured, ill or simply knowing that emotionally, you need a day to recuperate. Screw this mentality, it’s not healthy.

I personally despise this GIF and other such messages. Actually, no it’s not a stupid question. There is such a thing as a “rest day” or being injured, ill or simply knowing that emotionally, you need a day to recuperate. Screw this mentality, it’s not healthy.

(via healthiie)